Here I’m confused all over again. I didn’t attend my class today just like the past couple of weeks. I’m so damn confused about what to do in my clueless life. I was always but today something stroked me made me think about how brutally I have been killing time all these years of my life. Today I did the same thing again which I have been doing for the past 2-3 years, googled about careers I could try to achieve, scrolled through those never syllabus required to clear the test to get a position and like always a part of hope flew away as I encountered those topics I skipped at college. I’m disappointed, absolutely disgusted for wasting all those precious years of my life daydreaming about how beautiful I would make it, now I remember I haven’t worked a bit for it.
I’m very depressed right now and yes, confused too. I’m depressed because I’m confused.
Anyway, I hope I can start it all fresh again.
Till the end of next year, I might get a tick on my to do list. I better get it.
I rescheduled everything this time including studies too after two weeks of break.
Whatsoever, last couple of weeks were not really such a wastage genuinely speaking.
I designed my next month’s bujo and also have decorated my study wall a bit. In addition to that, I have also completed my next study vlog clips but I do have to edit it, might take couple of days more.
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Okay, today I will be doing “What’s on my table ?” blog. I have decided to start my own YouTube channel where I will be posting my study vlogs and my passion on various stuffs like doodling, photography, journaling, etc. So, I decided to clean up the mess of my study table and arrange it in a way that will be appropriate for shooting my YouTube vlogs. Pretty soon, I will link down my YouTube channel here as I gradually start posting. My Youtube channel is named as ” The Spartan Girl”. So please do subscribe and do let me know what you would like to watch so that I can happily fulfil all your wishes.
Oh wait! Why my intro gets so lengthy? Is it annoying? Forgive me if it is.
Anyway, let’s get started.
Smartphone: one of the most important device on my table which I can’t show you all is my phone. Yes, I don’t have a separate camera for which I have to shoot or capture pictures using my phone.
Laptop: it is another necessary item on my table which is HP. This laptop was gifted as an appreciation for scoring good grade in my high school broad exam from the Assam government. It is working fine. Sometimes when my phone’s battery runs out, I use it.
My recycled pen holder: I found it in the bin and turned it into one of the best decorative item on my table. (Please, do comment below if you want me to blog Diys).
Postcards, paperclips and accessories: I’m in love with postcards. I found Instagram account and I felt in love with its deigned postcards and other study materials. I wish I had a source of income to order it all. But it’s still okay; someday I will get it all.
Journals: if you want to know the deepest secrets, peep into my journals.
My heavy econ text books: Though I have not finished reading it all but as much as I have read it. I love it.
“I have got Redmi Note 7 PRO which I think is one of the best device for photography”
That’s all I got on my table for now. Maybe later, I might add some more items. Comment down below what’s on our table and hit the like button if you like reading my blog posts.