Here I’m confused all over again. I didn’t attend my class today just like the past couple of weeks. I’m so damn confused about what to do in my clueless life. I was always but today something stroked me made me think about how brutally I have been killing time all these years of my life. Today I did the same thing again which I have been doing for the past 2-3 years, googled about careers I could try to achieve, scrolled through those never syllabus required to clear the test to get a position and like always a part of hope flew away as I encountered those topics I skipped at college. I’m disappointed, absolutely disgusted for wasting all those precious years of my life daydreaming about how beautiful I would make it, now I remember I haven’t worked a bit for it.
I’m very depressed right now and yes, confused too. I’m depressed because I’m confused.
Anyway, I hope I can start it all fresh again.
Till the end of next year, I might get a tick on my to do list. I better get it.
I rescheduled everything this time including studies too after two weeks of break.
Whatsoever, last couple of weeks were not really such a wastage genuinely speaking.
I designed my next month’s bujo and also have decorated my study wall a bit. In addition to that, I have also completed my next study vlog clips but I do have to edit it, might take couple of days more.
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